People wanna say ooooh you have an attitude you know but it took me a long time to find out what they meant
I still dont understand
Dont express myself you say
ok yeah I know these issues be deep
thats apart im seeing know of the process to make my soul complete
They were saying I dont wanna see your emotion
In the end whats an attitude now thats some ignorant shit
WHAT kind of attitude you think I have theres plenty of types of attitudes?
Oh a bad one ok but you said be real ? Guess that wasnt true
Ok every body has there own problems indeed I had to learn to take heed
Its just there are different levels of suffering not measuring yours
and Please dont measure mines
Its just life how you only get looked at on the outside
Ooooh Pretty girl
remembering getting complements growing up
but could being of outside beauty have been a curse
Ok true it was helpful but thats not all that Im about
In the end some can only see that so ok Im glad I was able to win some
Then what about the other things that I care about so much that
the eye or spirit of others can't comprehend
the things you cant explain
the things where you say this is how I really got my name
Back to attitude ok Yea I express emotion
I dont think Ill never understand how you cant
I feel Im not alive matter of fact I dont know how to not have emotions
I never was able to fit into a box
listening to Goodie Mob ...lyrics say Fighting for your spirit and mind
aint that the truth yea I said Aint but I also know its not a word just said what I wanted to say in the moment
DONT CONCLUDE ME BY JUDGEMENT
Ying and Yang says give me a chance
there may be somehting there that I can add maybe just the expreience of me
If its negative maybe Im not for you ok I have learned to accept that
maybe I didnt learn anything from you either
maybe I did
Listening to Goodie Mob maybe I wouldnt be back to listening to that Cd if it wasnt for being on probation right now on some bull shit with a bitch from hell Probation Officer
Funny How things come back around
Glad Im found