Wednesday, March 27, 2013

Spirit

Keep your spirit from being broken 
Whats the token? You ask how 
The Egyptians said it best know thyself 
Know what you need to do and what you cant !
FUck what someone say 
your soul is your keeper 
you must do what you need to do 
FUck you 
ANd your Crew
If you dont understand enough to like what I DO 
Its nothing wrong with not liking something it be when on top of that that person feel like they can come at you to make themselves at appease to make there assumptions true FUck you its ok what ever destiny says after this will happen better said then done
SOmetimes you have to run even when you see the gun 
being pointed right at ya and you know your in for it 
THat where the game of fuck it comes to play FUck it 
If I go to jail I just do But am I doing whats Best overall 
SPirit are you OK ?

Oooooooh Pretty Girl

People wanna say ooooh you have an attitude you know but it took me a long time to find out what they meant 
I still dont understand
Dont express myself you say
ok yeah I know these issues be deep
thats apart im seeing know of the process to make my soul complete 
They were saying I dont wanna see your emotion
In the end whats an attitude now thats some ignorant shit
WHAT kind of attitude you think I have theres plenty of types of attitudes?
Oh a bad one ok but you said be real ? Guess that wasnt true
Ok every body has there own problems indeed I had to learn to take heed
Its just there are different levels of suffering not measuring yours
and Please dont measure mines
Its just life how you only get looked at on the outside 
Ooooh Pretty girl 
remembering getting complements growing up 
but could being of outside beauty have been a curse
Ok true it was helpful but thats not all that Im about 
In the end some can only see that so ok Im glad I was able to win some
Then what about the other things that I care about so much that 
the eye or spirit of others can't comprehend 
the things you cant explain 
the things where you say this is how I really got my name 
Back to attitude ok Yea I express emotion 
I dont think Ill never understand how you cant 
I feel Im not alive matter of fact I dont know how to not have emotions
I never was able to fit into a box
listening to Goodie Mob ...lyrics say Fighting for your spirit and mind 
aint  that the truth yea I said Aint but I also know its not a word just said what I wanted to say in the moment 
DONT CONCLUDE ME BY JUDGEMENT 
Ying and Yang says give me a chance 
there may be somehting there that I can add maybe just the expreience of me 
If its negative maybe Im not for you ok I have learned to accept that 
maybe I didnt learn anything from you either
maybe I did



Listening to Goodie Mob maybe I wouldnt be back to listening to that Cd if it wasnt for being on probation right now on some bull shit with a bitch from hell Probation Officer

Funny How things come back around

Glad Im found 

Impressed?

Thinking about where I am today will I be ok 
Looking at whats around me and these thoughts 
Thank God for music
It really when I look back was all that Got me through it 
it really helps to write it gets me through the day and the night 
hoping i keep myself tight 
when I'm around people who may not fully understand all that I am 
so sick and tired of not being real but people say be real 
you be yourself its like you could get killed its so crazy and not even wanting to write this in a tactful way because its so true
can I be honest without having to impress you